getting freaked

Now that the food that my mom brought me from her personal chef is running out, I'm getting kind of freaked out about what I'm going to eat. I had some of her vegetable chili from dinner, and then an apple with peanut butter.

I also am going to be working full-time during the week now, so I'll need to figure out some things to pack for lunch and really just be thinking ahead of time. Planning!!

I'm figuring that when I go out tomorrow to eat with my friend Crystal, I'm going to have to cheat because I don't think I'll be able to find things that are dairy-free in a restaurant.

It's frustrating, because when I don't have things I can eat I simply want to give up on trying to eat anything at all, and when I do that I end up literally starving my body of energy and I'll feel bad and faint. I want to avoid that of course, I know I need to keep eating on a regular basis, and not having food that I can eat readily available challenges me in doing that.

Maybe sometime next week I'll make a big batch of my curry and rice, because I can eat on that for like a week.

For now I need to go to bed soon since church is in the morning.